I write when....

i write when my head is about to crush into a black hole i write when my heart is breaking into a million fuck yous, i write when i'm alone in amongst strangers i feel more connected to than my own mother, i write when i'm confused about how i'm breathing about how sometimes i don't want to be, i write when i'm in love with photographs, representations, copy-cats, plaster, sticky-tape, temporary fix-its, i write when i'm in desperate need for a vice i write when i cannot fathom the way every little fibre i do not understand works when i turn on a light, i write when i scald and scold myself with dirty hot words to try to make myself better, i write when i can because i am not allowed to, i write messily with my fingers all small and bunched up on the pen so no one can read it ,i write in circles and in vague shrouds so maybe some people won't find out what i really mean, i write when i'm ecstatic from too much sun and cloud and rain and moon and little smiling faces ,i write when i'm in love, when i'm in un-love, when i am love, when i'm not love when i'm sure i know what love means, when i finally realise love doesn't exist, when i'm loving i write when i'm merciless, i write when i'm rancid, when every last word of mine is rotting

i hardly feel this way anymore so i hardly write ......

Interesting ... SOS

What kind of educational systems are we promoting in our country?! Why do we want to downgrade humans into animals or, worse, machines? Sri Chaitanya, Narayana, Vikas, etc ... names every student in AP shudders at the mention of. The idea is to treat children like cattle. Tell them exactly what path to go down and if they happen to wander a step flog them! I call it the ‘Slog or Flog’ methodology. What kind of schools still advocate physical punishments? Beating up adolescents with steel rulers to the extent of drawing blood for not being able to score well in an exam? What problems is this solving? It not only breaks the child being beaten up but the psychological disturbance that it causes in the rest of the students for having to stand by helplessly and watch their friends being beaten up, because apparently they signed up for this. You’ll never get to an IIT or even your local engineering college if you don’t subject yourself to it.Girls and boys separated into different sections, classes from seven to seven in dingy old apartments in the middle of the city, with zero facilities for recreation or any other form of personal development like sports, art etc. All answers must be verbatim from the college provided text book, No, you are not even allowed to correct the grammar. We don’t care about your approach as long as your answer is correct. Why did you add those points in your environmental chemistry paper! They are wrong as they are not in the textbook. We talk about farmers committing suicides in Andhra. Has anybody done an audit of how many students hang themselves out of despair and stress every year? (If such a survey has been done, do point it out to me.)All this for what? To become another cog in the machine? To become another Software engineer or tester? To do a ‘low end’ job for your counterparts in other countries? By supporting such an education system we condemn them to servitude.Wake up parents! Wake up Governments! Wake up media, talk more about the state of education in India than just stories of molestation in UP. The molester btw is a product of this educational system. If we continue to churn out bricks like this IITs will never become the top engineering in the world, IIMs will never become the top management schools. Creativity, innovativeness, observation, morality (In the sense of being able to decide for themselves, what is right and wrong) are more important than MARKS in any exam. Develop a questioning mind not and dead conforming one! First hand knowledge of experience instead of second hand from books.Save your souls and those of your children.

Better late than never i say....

Hmmm... What can i say .... i didnt get time coz of college wrok yaarr u know these college ppl na Sri Chaitanya ppl how useless these ppl are !! dont give us poor little kids time to play .It's all work no play and All work no play makes me a sad little boy :P . I have been doing a lot of studying lately and i am IAM understanding a few things . Suprising i say !! i myself am . My english is soaring new heights i am getting better and better at nonsense (which makes no sense ...see i know meanings now ! ) . i dont feel like writing now but i want t write something but cant come up with something !! aww heck i cant write for the sake of it .hmm will write next when i get inspired or if i get inspired !! well becoz nothing seems to inspire me nw !! all is dull and dumb and work !! what inspiration will i get through it ? i have like forgotten how a restaurant looks like now !! coz i study in a jail !! where having fun or talking to a friend in breaks or going to the canteen is illeagal and they get this huge steel scale to wack u with and they have fun in doing tht . I can see them smile when hitting or bashing up students and some students itself need some mental help i guess coz they have fun getting beaten up by teachers !! lol they are like crazy !!! .. My suggestion dont join such places man they ruin your life like the ruined mine !!

ciao ,
A.k.a Monkey .. hate the ppl who dont hate Sri Chaitanya
May your life be better than mine !

some randomesss...my new impfroved english !!

1) Antibody - Against everyone
2) Artery - The study of fine paintings
3) Bacteria - Back door to a cafeteria
4) Bowel - Letters like a,e,I,o,u
5) Caesarian Section - A district in Rome
6) Cardiology - Advanced study of Poker playing
7) Cat Scan - Searching for lost kitty
8) Coma - Punctuation mark Yaar, Simple!
9) Cyst - A short for sister
10) Diagnosis - Person with slanted nose
11) Dilate - The late British Princess Diana
12) Enema - Not a friend
13) False Labor - Pretending to work
14) Genes - Blue denim
15) Hernia - She is close by
16) Hymen - Greeting to several males
17) Impotent - distinguished / well-known
18) Labor Pain - Hurt at work
19) Menopause - Men no wait
20) Microbes - Small dressing go

ARRGH ..... I feel like killing all those ppl who have sent me smses or have printed the ending of the 7th book in the news papers or telcastig it on the Tv I mean like what sort of losers are they who go around posting the ending of the book or go on and tell it aloud !!!! tht really spoilt the whole fun of me reading the book !!!!! Oh i am angry very angry indeed !!!

BAdda BING !!!

HEY guys !!!!!!! cant belive tht the last post was in may woa !!! I am shocked I thought i posted one in june ...anyways forget it I am posting now na so dont worry I am back to entertain u with some nonsense and update abt my lyfe in hell (Sri chaitanya) ..

Firstly . ... half of the people dont know english i think i may forget how to speak english by end of the year ... Secondly , Jl's (juniour lecturers or say class incharge) have a temper which exceeds mine by a million miles and to tell u i am very short tempered so just imagine ....tht guy looses his temper every few minutes and this one guy in my class who is mentally retarted i guess who i guess loves being hit by those lecturers who usually hit with a steel scale .... hmm lucky me i just got hit once yea getting hit once is very lucky i say others have faced the wrath of the steel scale a million times i guess ....I got hit for no reason or i just forogt the reason i guess oh i remember now... .... We have these exams every monday ok ..and like 2 weeks back i had scored less in Chemistry i went through my paper and found tht the guy who corrected my paper made a mistake and put wrong for a correct diagram so i went to the closest guy to my room for the correction and some damn reason tht guy hit me and started telling me stuff in telgu which went over my head and then he hit me .. few secs later i understood what he was saying he was saying tht he saw rubbing of a pencil line there and said tht i drew the diagram later after the paper was given back to me !!!! i was like what the !!!! fought wid him took him to VP then got my derserving marks and the lecturer got lectured HAHAHAHA!!!

i got my Unit tests coming and i am hoping to perform well so tht i get into a good class and all ......u got least idea what going on with me i am turning into a nerd !!!! might propably get those soda water glasses by end of 2007 and who knows what else !! and yea i got a 2nd rank recently YAY !!!! (it was for the first time in my life and hope not the last) .....
been playing tht harry potter ka new game completed it i sugest u do the same the game has got graphics which are real good and much better than previous ones ..... and my college is not coed tht is like so saddddd !!!! and i dont know why for some odd reason i feel there are few happy* ppl on the same floor on which i am on and i got a concrete reason for it !!! and trust me u dont wanna know abt it !! u will collapse ,faint or who know what can happen to u last time when i told someone they said like leave the college immediately !!!

I guess this the longest post so far but heck who cares i know u are liking every one bit of this i know tht u are dont lie ! rite now i am battling with my mind to think what to do with my life should i go for iit or go for aieee or for both may sound easy but it is not !! I think i will continue with aiee this year and then next year prepare for iit and be serious for both of em ! what say plz post comments !!

Ciao ,
this post was mine and mine truly i didnt copy this from anywhere i swear with crossed fingers,
A.K.A.Monkey

* pun intended

Hello Ppl of the Earth .. I come in peace .
I have been to a mean world .I have visited a Kind world . I have visited a Sad World . I have been to a Happy world . Now i come to the Earth to find tht I wasted all my life going to those world's coz now i find tht Everything Is present in this world ....

So Plz for heaven's sake or say ur sake dont pollute this world ......




I dont know what has happened to me or why i have written anything above i just felt like it though

and yeah the new template i had promised will be arriving soon..Its hard work u know (to the ppl who dont know html ) Well i dont know html ( to the ppl who know html and know its easy)

Peace




Hey u know what
Most probpably u dont know My results were our today and guess what

I Failed !!!!! :(







Acutally i didnt i Passed with 70 % u must be thinking 70 % bigdeal ... YEA Its a BIGDEAL ... !!!
I got arnd 45 % in my second prefinals so pretty good improvement

Plz for heavens sake dont ask for treat plz !! I am broke just got 1 Re left so let me enjoy my lollypop :P